you all the time?
In my head, I have your body down
to a science.
I know how to make you beg and I know
where to put my hands.
We touch each other like piano keys
and it is beautiful, the way we sing.
Maybe there are some things you
just shouldn’t say out loud.
Maybe that way you never have to
apologize for them.
It’s Wednesday and I am out of my mind.
I am counting the tiles on the kitchen
floor just for some peace.
1, 2, 3, we don’t even make it to the bed, 4, 5, 6, I bite your neck and draw blood, 7, 8.
My mom asks me what I am thinking
about and I want to throw up.
I keep counting.
Want is an ache that won’t leave me be,
even when I sleep.
On Thanksgiving, I am going
to lick the cranberry sauce off of
my fingers and wish it was you.
i told someone, “the sky looks like you!” and they said, “thank you”
i think he was stoned out of his gourd
give me give me give me all of you you don’t be scared i’ll see you through the loneliness of one more more more don’t even think about what’s right or wrong wrong or right ‘cause in the end it’s only you and me and no one else is gonna be around to answer all the questions left behind and you and i are meant to be so even if the world falls down today you’ve still got me to hold you up up and i will never let you down (down)
you darn kids with your falling boys and your panicked discos and your romantic chemicals
I’ve been replaced by an alien intent on taking over the world
also here’s an update:
mY HEADACHE CAME BACK AND I’m sooOOOooooO tired but i can’t sleep and i have to cancel plans i have in 4 hours because i’m supposed to be covering a few songs but i can’t sing because it hurts too much and instead i’m staying home trying to sleep like i HAVE BEEN ALL WEEK except now i have a reason to and i am just. so. miserable. and now my phone is spazzing and i don’t have any cigarettes. :c
i am too tired and too sick for this i hate iphones gimme a nice phone that i don’t have to have a data plan for and let me live my life
it’s still doing it my phone is basically useless right now??
like it’s going crazy as if i’m touching the screen sporadically but i’m nOT??
it seems like it’s reacting to shadows
maybe i shouldn’t have put my cracked/caseless iphone on a very cold windowsill in the bathroom while i took a very hot shower